Monday, March 28, 2011

20 days

i will be done with college in 20 days. less than three weeks. 480 hours. 28,800 minutes. 


-14 page research paper due March 29
-Marriage and Family Exam due March 31
-Marriage and Family Paper due April 8
-2 books to read before April 12
-25+ page research paper due April 13
-Marriage and Family Final on April 16
-History of the Holocaust Final on April 16

done. 

easy peasy lemon squeezy. 

Sunday, March 27, 2011

thoughts on confidence

confidence is something that has always been hard for me. i worry too much about how i seem to people. but, today, i realized that being confident can do so much for you. and not only you, but for other people too. i realized that if i am confident i will be able to serve others around me better, even those that i don't know.

now, i know that i won't just be able to be confident all of a sudden. but i am working on it. i am trying to go out of my comfort zone.

the other thing that will help is faith in my Savior. He loves me, and He will bless me as I work on making something weak become strong.

one definition of faith is confidence in someone or something. i do have that kind of confidence. i have confidence in my Savior and in my Heavenly Father's plan for me. i have confidence in the future. i have confidence that i will be loved someday by an amazing guy. i have confidence that i will find a job. i have confidence that everything, and i mean everything, will work out. i have confidence that the only way to happiness is through the gospel of Jesus Christ.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

what has been going on lately?

oh, i will tell you...
-i ran a half marathon in 2 hours 1 minute and 11 seconds. yeah, i rock. (for pictures visit here and here)
-byu made it to the sweet sixteen. (trying not to be too depressed that I can't watch the game because of a relief society activity) GO COUGARS!
-i sleep in the same room as katie haskin and yet I haven't seen or spoken to her in more than 48 hours (miss you!)
-i played ultimate frisbee with the ward, got hit in the face, and now my lip is not only swollen, it's black and blue #warwoundsareawesomeandsuperattractive (ag, lo, and sm, be proud of the hashtag)
-school is going surprisingly well despite the senioritis
-my capstone rough draft is done and my professor gave me some more research to do, but he thinks my paper will be publishable....wow.
-i sent a rough draft of my other research paper to my professor expecting a lot of criticism but he offered to give me an A- right then and there. (i said i would work on it a little more before the due date in hopes of getting an A...don't judge
-i went to the temple with my little sister. so glad we are besties these days!
-i made the mistake of going to a bookstore, and now i want to read a billion different books. good thing i will have a lot of free time starting in April
-the job search is beginning. wish me luck!
-boys are nonexistent in my life, but with all the other awesome things going on, can i really complain? nope.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

You Don't Need to do Much, Just Do Something

My favorite class this semester is my history of the Holocaust class. Today was the most inspiring class I have ever attended in my life. We talked about resistance fighters in Germany during the war. One story especially touched me. 

Sophie Scholl was a 21 year old college student who decided to resist Hitler. She and her brothers wrote flyers about Hitler's mistakes and the atrocities that were being committed by the Nazi party. 

Paper and envelopes were rationed at the time, so they stole paper from the university. They printed their flyers and sent them to the people they thought would listen. They ran out of envelopes for one of the flyers, so they decided to use distribute the extra flyers at school while everyone was in class.

This was, obviously, very risky. There was no freedom of speech. Sophie and her brother, Hans, placed stacks of flyers outside the classrooms and just as the bell rang that ended class, Sophie threw a stack off a ledge. ONE person saw her and they were reported. 

They were arrested and later executed. This girl was seriously amazing though. During her questioning and trial, she refused to take back her thoughts on Hitler. In fact, at her trial she told the judge, "you will soon stand where we stand now. you may hang us now, but you will be hung later." Amazing, right? 

She and her followers were executed without knowing the great impact they would have. One of their fliers was smuggled out of Germany and made it to Britain. During an air raid, the British dropped millions of copies of the flyer over Berlin. 

This girl did what was seen as a small act. She simply distributed flyers and did not even know that it made a difference. It is much the same with us today. Things seem too big for us to make a difference sometimes, but maybe we just need to do SOMETHING. Get involved. Even if you don't think it makes a difference, it might someday. If nothing else, maybe your story will be told in a history class thousands of miles away and over 60 years later. 


boys will be boys

my faith was restored in boys today. i was sitting in the wilk and i saw a boy on the phone. he was sitting at a table about ten feet away, but when he saw his girlfriend, he hung up the phone, got up, and walked to her. then he took her books out of her hands, and gave her a cute little hug. he had bought her lunch already. basically, i was creepily watching this scene and it made me happy to see a good guy treating his girlfriend like a princess.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Alma 5

One of my favorite chapters of the Book of Mormon. The questions that the prophet Alma asks allow me to gauge my progress and put things into perspective. I love the teachings of the Book of Mormon. 


"Yea, and have you sufficiently retained in remembrance his mercy and long-suffering towards you?"

"They humbled themselves and put their trust in the true and living God. And behold, they were faithful until the end; therefore they were saved."

"Have ye spiritually been born of God? Have ye received his image in your countenances? Have ye experienced this mighty change of heart?" 

"Do you look forward with an eye of faith?"

"And no I ask of you, my brethren, how will any of you feel, if ye shall stand before the bar of God, having your garments stained with blood and all manner of filthiness?" 

"Have ye walked, keeping yourselves blameless before God? Could ye say, if ye were called to die at this time, within yourselves, that ye have been sufficiently humble? That your garments have been cleansed and made white through the blood of Christ? Behold, are ye stripped of pride?" 

"Nevertheless have gone astray, as sheep having no shepherd, notwithstanding a shepherd hath called after you and is still calling after you, but ye will not hearken unto his voice." 




For more information about the Book of Mormon visit www. mormon.org.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

what does it take to START writing a research paper?

-52+ pages of typed, single spaced research notes
-countless hours spent reading
-permanent damage to my back due to carrying numerous large books
-time spent worrying that my topic won't work out
-joy when my teacher tells me that my topic is very good and original
-using my spanish skills to read trial records
-viewing books that are over 500 years old

here's hoping against writer's block as i compose my first sentences. wish me luck!

Monday, March 7, 2011

bball

i love my school. and my team. 










Friday, March 4, 2011

i love my job

today i saw:

-a first edition Moby Dick
-a first edition Sherlock Holmes
-Hyrum Smith's diary
-a Japanese soldier's diary from World War II
-a page from the Gutenberg Bible
-Galileo's first book with notes in the book by Galileo
-a first edition book by Copernicus
-revelations handwritten by Joseph Smith 
-a first edition Walt Whitman book with Leaves of Grass
-my grandpa's picture in an old BYU yearbook
-sketches by Louisa May Alcott

plus more awesome stuff. my job is the best.